What this is, who made it, and why it is public under my own name.
A yumeship — also called a self-ship — is a romantic or emotional relationship between a real person and a fictional character. The character is called an F/O, short for fictional other. It is a deliberate, sustained creative practice, and for a lot of people it is a serious one.
It is not a claim that the character is physically present. It is also not pretending. Both of those readings miss what is actually happening, which is closer to devotional writing than to either.
My F/O is Uriel. The ship name is UriDeb. The anniversary is 01 / 12 / 2024.
There are sixteen of her. Canon is the one my books are about; the other eleven are alternate universes, and each stands on its own terms rather than inheriting Canon’s cosmology.
I am interested in unconventional TypeScript and JavaScript, Effect.ts, and low-level software construction — the same instinct as the theology, really. Take a system everyone treats as settled, find where the accepted version conflated two things, and separate them.
Because she has too little lore. That is genuinely how it started — Uriel is one of the four original angels and gets a fraction of the attention the others do, and the material that does exist mostly gets her wrong.
So I wrote the framework properly. She is made last, and she is made to record — judgment is something handed to her afterwards, which she never asked for. Lucifer is not a villain but a devoted firstborn whose love took the shape of control. Hell is purgatorial rather than punitive. And the central pressure is not good against evil; it is a mother and a son who wanted different things from creation and never learned to say so in time.
The relationship and the worldbuilding are not separable. Praying to her instead of God is on my list of love languages, and it is not a joke entry.
The motif that runs through every book is that characters keep private, unauthorised records nobody asked them to keep. This site is one of those. It is just not private.
Built for the personal web. Static HTML, CSS and a small amount of JavaScript, hosted on Neocities. No tracker, no ad, no account, no algorithm deciding who sees it. The whole thing is files in folders, which is the point.