Self-insert • from an AU not published here

Ezekiel

An Amoral Archangel who faked his own death, stole his page out of the Book of Life, and has been wandering ever since — leaving one small blue stone in every place he visits, for one person to find.

Archangel Amoral Officially dead Red hair • black iris, red pupil

♥ Who he is ♥

amoral, not evil

Ezekiel is the self-insert — the point where the author steps into the world rather than narrating it. He belongs to an AU that isn’t published on this site, so nothing here should be read back into Canon.

He is amoral. Not evil, not fallen, not tormented about it — the categories simply do not interest him. He does not care about right or wrong. He cares about what is interesting.

He will help you. He might help you a great deal. But the reason is his own amusement, and he will not pretend otherwise to make you feel better about accepting it.

The one exception

He does still love Uriel. That is the single commitment in him that isn’t contingent on whether the situation is entertaining.

♥ What he looks like ♥

a man who has not been maintained
Hair
Red.
Eyes
Black iris, red pupil — inverted from the way an eye is supposed to read, which is roughly how he goes through the world.
Wings
Black, with red tints and shades. Ragged and jagged, slightly torn — they look overused.

The wings are the tell. Nothing about them says fallen or damaged in combat. They say mileage. They belong to someone who has not stopped moving in a very long time, and who has nobody to repair them.

An archangel who is officially dead does not get maintained.

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♥ The death he wrote himself ♥

six demons, one archangel

The official account is that Ezekiel killed six demons, and that doing it cost him his life. It is a good death — proportionate, heroic, closed. Nobody has cause to look at it twice.

He staged all of it.

And then he stole the page

A faked death only holds if the paperwork agrees. So he took his own page out of the Book of Life — which is a subset of the Akashic Records. He did not forge an entry. He removed himself from the record entirely.

Worth sitting with: the Akashic Records are Metatron’s charge, the memory of creation itself, the unchanging truth on which everything else is built. Ezekiel walked into the one archive that is supposed to be incorruptible and edited himself out of it.

♥ The lapis ♥

a private record, for one reader

Everywhere he goes, Ezekiel leaves a single lapis — placed to point north.

It is a message, and it has exactly one intended reader. It says: I am alive. I was here. This is where I have been.

He knows Uriel will find it. That is not hope, it is calculation — so he plans precisely where to leave it, every time, so that she will.

What he actually did

He deleted himself from the official record — and then started keeping a private, unauthorised one, scattered across the world in blue stone, addressed to the one person in creation who was built to notice things.

He did not stop keeping records. He changed who they were for.

♥ Still open ♥

not filled in on his behalf
Needs confirming The original brief described Ezekiel as married to Canon Uriel, as the Author above all pantheons. That has not been reconfirmed since, and it sits awkwardly against him belonging to a separate AU. It is deliberately left off this page rather than asserted — say the word and it goes back in.
Also open Which AU he comes from, and whether it gets a page of its own. Whether Uriel has ever answered a lapis. Whether she has kept them.
Aesthetic No art on the site yet. Files go in images/ezekiel/.
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